The Tarot Trials, by Katee Robert
Nov. 2nd, 2026 01:38 pm
Very pretty book in person, with gorgeous sprayed edges. But why such a measly use of Tarot iconography?
This novel is basically The Hunger Games but with a Tarot card theme and in a fantasy world. Kestrel is a young woman who's the sole provider for younger siblings. They all live in the poorest of the poor section, called the Dregs, in sight of the fabulously wealthy area. The whole city is surrounded by a giant wall because supposedly there are monsters outside that eat everyone. Kestrel is dubious about that and so am I.
Kestrel's mother was one of the five winners of the Tarot Trials, where every 22 years, 22 volunteers take on the mantle of one of the Major Arcana and get related powers. They then fight each other until only five survivors are left. Those five become the Cinque and gain a moderate level of political power. (They're part of a much larger government - it's roughly equivalent to becoming a state governor in America, I think). But soon after Kestrel's mother became the Moon ("My girlfriend turned into the moon." "That's rough, buddy.") and then part of the Cinque, she supposedly went insane and was executed by Death.
Kestrel is now 22 and determined to get into the Tarot Trials to learn the truth about her mother by demanding it of Death. You get to be one of the 22 volunteers by jumping into a giant bloody melee when your chosen card is called out. Kestrel figures that the Moon is considered unlucky and no one but her will want it. Lucky for her, she's right! She just walks up and takes the role, while literally every other character can only get a place in the Trials by means of stealth, agility, skill, brutality, etc. This sums up a lot of what's wrong with this book.
I finished this book mostly because I really liked the idea of Tarot-related magic powers. The Fool can turn parts of his body into animal forms, mimicking the dog on the card only much creepier. Justice can inflict literally crippling guilt on people. The Chariot gains strength, speed, and mass as long as he keeps moving, so once he starts running, he quickly becomes a terrifying giant. There's also some interesting stuff going on with the Tarot Gods, who grant these powers but whose worship is being supplanted by the worship of elemental forces.
I also liked that this is a world where gender is entirely self-constructed. You wear a ring on your left thumb if you identify as female, right if male, and both if both/neither. At one point a character switches ring placement, and everyone just switches pronouns after a glance. (In context, this character is genderfluid, not trans; trans wouldn't really be a concept in this world because your gender inherently is whatever you say it is.) A king is she. Etc. There's also solid disability rep.
The big problem with this book isn't that worldbuilding is totally vibes-based - that's fine, vibes are fine - but that Kestrel is irritatingly naive though we're told she's street-smart, and succeeds because everyone helps her and crushes on her. I also didn't like the sassy, ultra-contemporary writing style that this and almost every other romantasy is written in. The ending was very anticlimactic.
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Fitness Fellowship 2026: Check-in 44
Nov. 2nd, 2026 04:12 pmHow has the week been for you in terms of achieving your fitness goals? Are you hanging in there, or are the struggles real? Please share whatever you'd like about how you've been doing, and remember, you can change your goals at any time.
( My Week in Review )
I'm wishing you a great week ahead, friends, unhampered by any of the things holding you back from having success.
Write Every Day: final tally
Nov. 3rd, 2026 10:11 amHere's the final tally for Write Every Day, 15th to 31st October 2026.
( Tally )
Day 30:
Day 31:
Please let me know if I've missed you, and feel free to check in belatedly. :-)
Revisiting My 2021 Reading List
Nov. 2nd, 2026 02:58 pmGerald Durrell
AJ Pearce - Mrs. Porter Calling. I really enjoyed Dear Mrs. Bird and Yours Cheerfully, but then somehow just stopped… probably because those were the only ones available in 2021. Now I am getting back in the saddle!
Waubgeshig Rice - Moon of the Turning Leaves. Similarly enjoyed Moon of the Crusted Snow, but didn’t pick up the sequel when it actually appeared.
Mary Renault
Amor Towles - Table for Two
Jacqueline Woodson
Wilkie Collins - No Name.
Laurence Yep - Dragon of the Lost Sea. The Laurence Yep dragon series with actual dragons! Looking forward to trying this.
Emma Southon - Not Built in a Day: How Slavery Made the Roman Empire. Emma Southon has a new book out! Very excited about this one.
Fence - volume 7 is the one I haven’t read, but there’s a non-zero chance I’ll end up rereading the whole series. Thrilled to report I found volumes 1 and 2 for a very reasonable price at a secondhand bookstore!
E. M. Forster - The Longest Journey. Continuing the E. M. Forster readthrough!
Kazuo Ishiguro - Never Let Me Go. Although I see he has a new book coming out next year!
Gary Paulsen - The Voyage of the Frog. I foolishly passed over this tale of an ocean voyage in favor of Dancing Carl, but now I will correct my mistake. Obviously this is the book for Year of Sail.
Robert Graves - I, Claudius. Might follow this up with the TV series.
D. K. Broster - “Mr. Rowl”. The last slashy Broster novel that I still haven’t read.
William Dean Howells
Nella Larsen - Quicksand
Viv Groskop - Au Revoir, Tristess: Lessons in Happiness from French Literature. Always a sucker for a book about books.
D. E. Stevenson
Christianna Brand - Death in High Heels or Green for Danger. I’m also intrigued by the Nurse Matilda books.
maths
Nov. 2nd, 2026 02:10 pmI do have 40k words of wip fic though, somehow???
Anyway in the spirit of "actually post to your dreamwidth" - Project Hail Mary is an interesting fandom for me because the book is very transparently meant to be a Hard Sci-Fi Novel For People Who Want To Do The Math. The movie is not for people who want to do the math, but does a great job turning the book into a better story while still leaving it, mostly, a story you can do the math about if you want.
The thing is - hard SF that actually hangs together both as a story and as fully accurate physical science is really, really hard. Andy Weir at his best manages neither but does a good old-fashioned try at both and makes something reasonably compelling out of it, and very few authors these days even try, so I give him a lot of grace for that.
But it wasn't until I started writing fanfic for it that I realized just how hard it is. I'm poking at a story where I want them to revisit the Blip-A for emotional arc reasons; but in order to do that, I need to figure out where the Blip-A is. Not even with any precision! Just "Will it be arriving at Erid sometime this century" levels.
To answer that question I have realized I need to know how fast it's going and in what direction. You'd think this would be simple.
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What I have learned:
* Hard SF is in fact hard
* I now have no patience for any fics that have the Blip-A just sitting motionless in space near Tau Ceti. It was moving a significant fraction of the speed of light relative to the stellar neighborhood, and is going to get somewhere.
* In the best case scenario, where it stays on course for Keid and doesn't lose speed, it's probably going to get there well within Grace's lifetime. But I don't know if that best case scenario is plausible enough to hang a story on.
* In the worst case scenario, it either came to a dead stop somewhere between the two stars, or it got slingshot by a rogue planet in a random direction several light-years out of the galactic plane.
* I also don't know how accurate Eridian astronomers would be able to be in order to predict where it would be - would they get results anything like mine? Would their results be any good either?
* I should go back to writing the Stargate crossover which I decided runs on Stargate Science rules not PHM ones ('whatever makes the story work').
Various Fic Not on AO3 Things (ordered from bad to fun)
Nov. 2nd, 2026 12:35 pm- There's a site called ao3.live that has copied a bunch of shit and is trying to sell it. More details on tumblr or on this tumblr, and a script for what to say if you want to email the domain host. OTW legal says not to contact AO3.life itself; I guess their lawyers are handling it, and don't want any chaff. Do what you will with the slightly conflicting information above. I plan to take no action of any kind, and hope it goes away.
- I'm pretty meh on the gdrives of fic that are getting passed around since
- Google probably scans everything into its LLM, even if they say they don't.
- A lot of people have user statements asking for their works not to be copied to other sites, and yet...
- It seems to sever the connection between creator and reader, which I thought was the whole point of fandom? Like... our community should mean more than needing to read fanfic this very minute? And I know life is really rough, and fic is an escape for a lot of us, but still, people are writing it out of love, as a gift to the community.
- However, in absence of AO3, people are running fun events! Yay!
lilfandomcal.bsky.social is keeping track of new events.
ao3_isdown: is hosting a prompt fest with a 1k min.
fancake is hosting recs on the theme of No AO3 November.
girlsavesboyfic is running a ficathon on the theme of Girls Saving Boys.- Sunset Archive hosts works about sapphic and non-binary relationships. I think their queue might be closed? But lots of people have work posted there.
saiditallbefore is hosting a femslash drabble-a-thon.- There's a bunch more I'm missing. People are having fun!
Mummy movies
Nov. 2nd, 2026 11:03 am( Read more... )
The Urgently Phallic is Phallicly Urgent
Nov. 2nd, 2026 02:39 pm‘Never big enough’: inside the booming penis enlargement industry (am somewhat surprised that with all that messing around with NATURE nothing ever does go BOOM....): ‘With very few exceptions, almost none of the partners in the movie wanted them to do this.’ Because it's all about presentation rather than performance?
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The truth about testicles: are we facing spermageddon? Actual scientist says It's All More Complicated, there's a lot of quack info around testosterone, and a lot of macho body-building is counter-productive for fertility. Also points for citing earlier Manhood Quackery and seeing the resonances.
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Back to the Georgian era - this appears to be from 2024 but I'm sure I saw this article or very similar circulated recently: The gloves are off, but can bare-knuckle boxing hit the mainstream?
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The Forty-Year-Old Report that Explains the Cornell Case: Fraternity gang rape is an old problem that we continue to ignore, dismiss, and tolerate. I am old enough to remember seeing the earlier iterations about this issue.
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Apparently this guy (and presumably those like him)'s get-out is that he wasn't actually touching the women and he buzzed off once they said buzz off, but not before he'd non-consensually filmed them. The Instagram and TikTok harassment loophole leaving London women exposed: 'Content creators are racking up views filming women on the streets of London • The women say it feels like harassment • The police say it’s not illegal • Video platforms are slow to act'
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Hoorah for a sane voice about No Nut November.
Moving on the daily tides
Nov. 1st, 2026 11:08 pmAfter carving our pumpkins slightly against the clock of the costumed children we could already see beginning to roam the streets, I assisted my mother in the reception of trick-or-treaters, of which it felt like we had a record number this year. They arrived in numbers anywhere from a trio to an armada. We were charmed early on by the politely spoken astronaut who took an additional candy bar for his round flannel chicken and later by the two-year-old in deely bobbers whose moms were encouraging her through her very first Halloween. The most impressive of the inflatable costumes was the cowboy astride a tyrannosaur skeleton. The market on the medieval era had obviously been cornered by the group which contained both the plague doctor and the unicorn. I wasn't on the door at the time to see the get-up of the middle-schooler who exclaimed at the sight of my mother in her black-zagged orange poncho and her black hat with the veils turned back over the brim, "She's a witch! That means she's my friend." I wore my Minoan octopus sweater from
To inaugurate November, I did very little beyond taking a walk in the cooling iron sunset, talking on the phone with

US passport renewal processing speed: strangely excellent [US]
Nov. 2nd, 2026 01:40 amMy US passport was expiring in early December and they say to give them six to eight weeks to turn the new one around, so I did the online renewal process on October 18.
My passport arrived, 12 days later, in the mail October 30.
Anyways, if you're one of the many Americans who went "Oh, shit, I should get myself a passport", in the wake of the results of the 2016 presidential election: your passport is expiring! And as it happens, now is apparently an awesome time to renew.
That said, candor requires me to mention that – probably a total coincidence – the last charge on my credit card before the $12,000 compromise was that of the State Department charging my passport renewal fee.
Fannish Fifty Challenge 2026: Post # 35: AO3 on the NYT front page
Nov. 2nd, 2026 12:06 am======
Hack Could Leave Popular Fan Fiction Site Offline for Weeks
by Rebecca Chao on Oct. 30, 2026
One of the world’s leading fan fiction websites, a repository of homespun stories based on works like “Harry Potter,” “Twilight” and “Heated Rivalry,” announced this week that it would be offline for maintenance for as long as a month.
Its members were stunned. The site, AO3, short for “Archive of Our Own,” houses 18.8 million works across 83,000 fandoms inspired by books, films and even celebrities, such as the members of K-pop bands. It is run entirely by volunteers, and operated by a nonprofit, the Organization for Transformative Works.
Rebecca Tushnet, a founder of the organization, said in an interview on Friday that there had been “an intrusion” on AO3 and that an all-volunteer crew was working to “figure out the path that the attacker used and make sure that it’s been removed.”
That was a day after AO3 said on its Tumblr page that it had “detected evidence of a security incident.” It said it was still “determining its scope” but assured its 12 million users that no data had been lost. “All your works, bookmarks, kudos, etc., are safe,” it said.
An outage of that duration is “nearly unheard-of,” Mark Graham, the director of the Wayback Machine, a digital repository operated through the Internet Archive, said in an email. He noted that a surge in traffic to archived versions of the site was now “putting a heavy load on the Wayback Machine,” which records snapshots of hundreds of sites daily across the internet.
Mehdi Daoudi, an expert on internet resilience at the infrastructure monitoring company LogicMonitor, said that there can be many reasons for a service disruption, but they typically last for only a few minutes to a few hours.
“When I see something like this,” he said, “I can only speculate that there is something major being rebuilt.”
Ms. Tushnet, a legal scholar at Harvard Law School, said “there was no reason to believe” that AO3’s database had been downloaded. The team is prioritizing safety over speed, she said, and will need two to four weeks maintenance to ensure “that we haven’t missed anything.”
“We’re aware that fan fiction plays a big role in fans’ lives,” she added, “and we are taking that seriously.”
In July 2023, AO3 was the target of a distributed denial-of-service attack, in which hackers flood the servers hosting a website until it becomes overloaded and shuts down. AO3 was offline for 28 hours. A hacker group called Anonymous Sudan claimed responsibility and said it had targeted the site for hosting explicit content and stories with L.G.B.T.Q.+ themes. AO3 said at the time that it urged “caution in believing any reasoning” proposed for such an attack.
Anne Jamison, an English professor at the University of Utah who teaches a course on fan fiction and who wrote the book “Fic: Why Fanfiction Is Taking Over the World,” said that part of the appeal of AO3 is the freedom it affords its members, unlike FanFiction.Net, an older site created in 1998 that is known for purging content.
Since its creation in 2009, AO3 has become “central to just a vast and multifaceted storytelling phenomenon,” she said.
“A lot of queer content, a lot of queer romance is on AO3,” Dr. Jamison said, adding that it can be the only content with gay themes available in countries where same-sex relationships are criminalized.
“So it can have a pretty important cultural function,” she added.
Dr. Jameson was up at 2 a.m. on Thursday looking for a reprieve from a grueling workweek when she visited the site and saw it was down.
“It’s like your library disappeared,” she said.
Many in the fan fiction community feel the same. Online, fan fiction devotees bemoaned the loss and swapped PDF downloads of stories. Users of Reddit have attempted to diagnose the outage in long threads on the website.
“I mean, people are so sad,” Dr. Jameson said, noting that the site receives hundreds of millions of views a week. “Like, I can’t even.”
I will not stay on track
Nov. 1st, 2026 08:54 pmThat leaves two permits to go. One is simple - just finishing safety features like a light over back stairs and a smoke detector. Tomorrow an electrician is coming to have a look at the spot where the light needs to go[1]. I already have the smoke detector, I bought it months ago. I'll try to find time to put it up next weekend.
The final permit might take longer - it's once again an issue of the contractor not following the fucking blueprints. She's going to talk to her boss about what can be done to get a variance approved.
Two years to get the permits, two years to half-ass the work, another two years to get the permits closed. Meanwhile my adjoining neighbours added a whole third floor to their house in the space of three months. Jesus wept.
[1] I'm pretty comfortable putting in my own fixtures but this one is outside AND I think he put the wrong kind of box out there. Also he put a layer of plexiglass under it that I can't find any way to remove so I have no fucking clue how the electrician is going to squeeze his hands into that space. We may have to saw it out and replace with something that actually opens.[2]
[2] That fucking guy.
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Work continues to be A Lot. British Columbia decided to stay in Daylight Savings Time instead of going back to regular time today and we have a call centre in Vancouver, so there has been a whole lot of work involved in getting them ready for that. Fingers crossed that when everybody logs in tomorrow they see the schedules they are supposed to see, because we humped our butts to make it happen.
And if they don't - I guess the humping continues. So to speak.
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A friend moved to Toronto back in August and we finally managed to coordinate our schedules so that the GF and I could join them for brunch on Saturday. It was excellent food and excellent conversation and I'm really glad we could make it happen.
Friend wanted to go to a vendor's market in a nearby park and it was on my way home so I tagged along. Continuing my tradition of only buying things I can eat or drink[3], I bought a package of coffee imported and roasted by a local.
[3] Although I was somewhat tempted by the t-shirts with the print of a racoon on them. The trash panda appears to have been generally adopted as the city mascot.
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Saturday night was Halloween and so I sat on the steps and gave out candy in a cape and pirate hat. I had the porch light on, but I need to put something on the lawn so people can see me better, because some kids didn't notice me until their parents pointed me out.
One very tiny little human tried to take the entire candy bowl, which was probably twice his size and then when he couldn't pick it up he tried to climb into it. His (assumed) father kept trying to apologize while half doubled-over with laughing. "He'll go far in life," I told him.
The kids and their parents all travel around in big packs and the parents wear costumes as well. This must be a good neighbourhood for scoring candy because the kids all carry pillow cases to collect their loot.
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Things that have been crossed off the to-do list:
Things that have left the house:
Things that have entered the house:
A Random Post While AO3 Is Down
Nov. 1st, 2026 06:25 pmA local adult day care for people with intellectual and developmental disabilities happened to be on a field trip to the grocery store at the same time I was there, and we ended up in the produce section together.
I was selecting onions when I heard a man say, “Sweetheart, can you get me two onions?”
I ignored this; it never occurred to me he could be talking to me. That is how you refer to a life partner, not a fellow purchaser of onions.
Onion Dude said, sounding irritated, “SWEETHEART, GET ME TWO ONIONS.”
A man from the adult day care group said, as One Who Knows, “You have to call her ma’am. Ma’am is what you call her when you don’t know her name.”
Onion Dude said, “Fine. MA’AM, get me two onions.”
Only at this point did I realize I was a part of this. I said, “Oh, I didn’t realize you were talking to me!” and moved over so he could access the onions. This is also the first time I laid eyes on Onion Dude; he was in his 30s and clearly had the use of all four of his limbs.
Onion Dude, now seriously irritated, said, “PICK OUT two onions for me.”
I was so confused by this request that I did in fact hand him two onions at random. He did not take them. “Put them in a BAG,” he said, like I was absolutely incompetent.
At that point, my common sense overrode my bewilderment. I put the onions back in the onion bin and left the scene of the (his) crime.
As I walked away, I heard the man from the adult day care tell him, firmly but kindly, “In the real world, you will have to know how to pick out your own onions.”
Ever since, I've been saying that every time I do an adult task I don't want to do. (And, yes, I did see the man from the daycare slightly later in the trip and thank him for being so helpful.)
Challenge 532: Royal
Nov. 1st, 2026 04:16 pmROYAL
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Nov. 1st, 2026 04:13 pmMonsters: Babylon 5: Tired, by
Unidentified Object: Stargate SG-1: Fanfic: Unknown, by
Clip: due South: Fanfiction: Amazing!, by
Finger: GOTH: Fanfic: life’s boundary (blossom, dazzling), by
Rat: Poisoned Grain: Fanfic: Discworld, by
Sleepless: The Fantastic Journey: Fanfic: Late Night Conversation, by
The Lost Hour: Chuck: Fanfiction: One Hour, by
Ship: Stargate SG-1: Fanfic: Risky, by
Green: Stargate SG-1: Fanfic: Adjusting, by
Switch: Heated Rivalry: Fan Fiction: With One Statement, by
Plant: Original: Collage and description: Umbrella Plant Mini Me, by
Eye: Stargate SG-1: Fanfic: Training Mishap, by
Blue: Original: Art: "Sea Breeze", by
Never: The Fantastic Journey: Fanfic: Never Going Back, by
Blanket: Men's Football RPF: Fanfic: Your Smile Melts Everything, by
Breakfast: Viola come il mare: Fanfic: The Exception, by
Spooky: Miss Marple: Fanfic: Tea is So Intoxicating - A Horror Story, by
Customs: Stargate SG-1: Fanfic: Native Customs, by
Mythology + Wolf: Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Fanfic: Louisiana Werepires, by
Light: Stargate SG-1: Fanfic: The Light, by
Voice: Inuyasha: Fanfic: Song of Innocence, by
Rain: Spooks (MI5): Fanfic: It's A Hard Rain, by
Heart: The Fantastic Journey: Fanfic: Heart Full Of Love, by
Fuzzy: Original: drabble: green fuzz, by
Weather/Footwear/Crush: The Wiz: Fanart: Goodbye, Evamene!, by
The Lost Hour : Star Trek: Lower Decks : fic : Nothing Happened!, by
Revision: Torchwood: Fanfic: Protected status, by
Safe: Stargate SG-1: Fanfic: Missing, by
Negative space: no fandom: icons: negative spaces, by
Rain: Original: Poetry: what's gone is gone, by
Wrap: The Fantastic Journey: Fanfic: To Keep Warm, by
Bruise: Castlevania (Cartoon): Fanfic: Care, by
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